You are the owner of a remarkable, multi-talented brain trying to do its work in a world that doesn’t understand who you are. What you’ve assumed is a disability to be overcome by sheer will is actually an exceptional gift.
Your ideal career may never be a job somebody else makes for you, it’s something you may have to literally create (yourself) in order for it to even exist.
Discovering your mission is as much a choice as it is an ability. You can choose to create the life you want to live. Your creativity is your divinity.
There is always going to be some assembly required in establishing yourself in any career and discovering any sense of purpose. Some paths have maps.